I'd planned to finally get off my duff and go and do something today (anything!). But, by the time I was ready it was after 5 pm, so I only walked up the road a ways and back. I was hoping to recognize the building where I worked almost 40 years ago, because the name of the road this hotel is on is so weirdly familiar, and a few weeks ago while waiting at a traffic light a mile or so south of here I was astounded to recognize my old apartment. On my walk I saw three office buildings that were the right style but no burst of recognition happened.
When I chose this hotel I knew I'd lived in the area long ago, but I'd only been thinking of the first apartment I had which is several miles away from here, I forgot I lived in three different apartments (due to being young and sharing with roommates, the first was a guy who after he got out of the military all of a sudden decided he wanted to move back to New York, then I moved to an apartment to share with a coworker but she unexpectedly developed an aggressive cancer and went home to California. So then I got a cheap apartment to myself, which turns out to be close by!).
It has been continual freakiness to be back, I don't know whether I have a horrible memory or whether things have changed so much in 40 years that they are unrecognizable. The names of the roads are the same though, which just makes things feel more bizarre.
When I chose this hotel I knew I'd lived in the area long ago, but I'd only been thinking of the first apartment I had which is several miles away from here, I forgot I lived in three different apartments (due to being young and sharing with roommates, the first was a guy who after he got out of the military all of a sudden decided he wanted to move back to New York, then I moved to an apartment to share with a coworker but she unexpectedly developed an aggressive cancer and went home to California. So then I got a cheap apartment to myself, which turns out to be close by!).
It has been continual freakiness to be back, I don't know whether I have a horrible memory or whether things have changed so much in 40 years that they are unrecognizable. The names of the roads are the same though, which just makes things feel more bizarre.