Honestly, I don't know what to expect... Another week of, probably, waiting for news to come. Speech strangled last week. Wondering why the not... Everyone else can speak of what they're doing in life, while I can't speak about what I'm doing as it's against the rules.
I've something I enjoy doing but because, GOF it might bring me wee bit of money, well, that won't do, unacceptable behaviour. Aw come on...
I keep my privacy fiercely, I try to help people and try to make them laugh out loud. Because life's too short. Be it that for some it's destiny others accidental and finally untimely. Regardless, our time is short and we've got to make it our best and leave a good legacy behind.
It's funny how crappy subjects are talked about ad-nauseatum but something close to your heart, a project you enjoy more than anything in the world, can be so rejected with one button, DELETE.
The compassion we offer cannot be returned... Oh dear, that's asking way too much, are you crazy? You keep things simple. You want to shout from the rooftops, but nope not allowed!!!
Meanwhile, others can get away with it on a daily basis. Yourself? Nope, you just have to wait for the right opportunity, which mostly never comes. Why, sadly very simple once more, jealousy!
It's a new week, end of a difficult month and once again, I'll become the Hermit. While hoping and praying that good news will come, that someone anywhere will find out about my work anew and once more I'll get good vibes from it.
I never did that work for fame or money, just for people to enjoy it. It's been over 20 years now and less than 500, one completely stolen and had to be forgotten.
No, don't try, you won't figure it out. It's my pain, I'll deal with it the way I always have and hopefully, I'll be back to my cheery self. Bye for now. Love to all who cared.