Recent content by Krasotkina

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    Diary - from my cage

    dear @George 1959 I am so sorry for the late reaction to your post and thanks for all your kind words, and support. You are right, I do suffer from depression and I am registered here in a local University Hospital as a patient, but I live in Germany and my knowledge of German language is poor...
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    Diary - from my cage

    dear @Pepper sorry for my broken English, my native language is Serbo-Croatian, former Yugoslavia (eastern Europe) but I do speak Russian as well, and my name used here is from a Russian book (Brothers Karamazov, FM Dostoyevsky, there is a boy in one Chapter called Kosta Krasotkin :)). My real...
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    Diary - from my cage

    thanks dear @hearlady, it means a lot to be here! ❤️
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    Diary - from my cage

    Dear all, thanks so much for your support and for sharing your experiences and memories and feelings! This means so much and I feel les alone e.g. not alone. All of us are going through tough and sometimes better times, and we all have both happy and sad days... I wish you all more happy days...
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    Diary - from my cage

    sorry but I was not checking the forum, so my reaction comes late but THANKS again for all your kindness!!!!!
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    Diary - from my cage

    Dear seadoug thanks so much for sharing and for your warm welcome, I am so sorry for all the troubles you went through, but you helped your mom so much! I am on therapy with Venlafaxine now (last 4-5 years), and I was with different antidepressants for 25 or more years, also with psychotherapy...
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    Diary - from my cage

    Dear Paco Dennis thanks so much! I am so sorry for your neuropathic pain, this must be very hard to live with, especially when pain level is so high. You can try to increase your B vitamins, Omega 3 and all those good fats (avocado, olive oil, fish etc.) and eat as Mediterranean people, lots of...
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    Diary - from my cage

    Dear CooCooforCoCoPuffs thanks so much for your understanding and warm words and I am really blessed with my kids, and I am happy to hear that you have 4 children, it must be a lots of work but also huge amounts of love! Thank you! 🍀🍀🍀
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    Diary - from my cage

    You have no idea how grateful I am in this moment for every word you wrote... Thank you for sharing with me your hard and painful experiences and memories, and I can feel the warm hugs coming all the way from Australia (we live on the north of Germany, grrrr... my job broth us here...). Also...
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    Diary - from my cage

    Thanks so much! 🪷 🌹
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    Diary - from my cage

    Dead and lonely and in pain. Who would think that you can feel the pain when you are dead to the world... But it is possible. Like in a Black Mirror, several episodes, I am in a cage, for eternity, and in pain and alone and suffering, with no apparent purpose of that pain, with no exit or...
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    Diary - from my cage

    thanks so much! I will try to meet people, this is really a great advice... when I was younger I used to force myself to go in a city buss or subway and ride all day long, just to be with ANY people, and then I would call somebody for a coffee, a friend or colleague... or I was coming very early...
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    Diary - from my cage

    For years now psychiatrists I went to see were telling me to write a diary, in an attempt to save my sanity etc. I could not start. I could not move. Still frozen, I found this wonderful website and forum, and I will try. English is not my native language, but who cares... I am old, powerless...
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    What am I doing?

    thanks for your kind support!!!!
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    What am I doing?

    Thanks Alaska! I love all of the Alaska since I saw Northern Exposure! Thanks!
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