My surgeon extremely happy with my results. Good news finally after 7 or so months. Complete return of blood flow to left leg. Meaning No further amputations.
I’m in recovery. The surgeon removed painful ulcerations. I can walk without wincing.
This thread is a love letter to the members...
Leaving for hospital for surgical post op. Scared. Two weeks ago was hospitalized when I went to similar appointment. Very nervous. Aide coming with me or else I wouldn’t go. So exhausted from being afraid all the time. My Mental state is shot. I’m a wreck. I want to be left alone for awhile.
Throughout my adult years I was 5’4” but am now 4’11”. Weight 110 lbs. short shiny white hair. Sometimes it’s spiky. Wear reading glasses a lot as I read a lot. Usually smiling. Don’t know why. Often grimacing in pain. Left calf and foot heavily bandaged.
Exhausted today. Don’t have much energy. Went out for a walk and sat in my park. Little kids fascinate me. Saw a little toddler girl walking around with her dolly carriage. Realized I haven’t seen little girls with this toy in a long while.
Waiting for nurse to change my left foot/calf...
I’m very forgiving if the apology is sincere and even if it’s not. I don’t hold grudges. Sometimes I feel I would be a stronger more decisive person if I did have the pride it takes not to forgive. Maybe I m too wishy washy. Or. Maybe I takes more strength to forgive. I m not sure.
My dad,65, lung cancer.
Mom,81, struck by car.
Maternal grandmother,88, stroke
Paternal grandmother,100. Don’t know official cause of death.
My sister,78, Alzheimer’s.