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<blockquote data-quote="MarciKS" data-source="post: 1552788" data-attributes="member: 8399">i don't know about anyone else but...with this pandemic i am in no mood to pretend to enjoy the holidays. everything this year is in the el sucko category. you know because i have such a happy go lucky disposition. <img class="smilie smilie--emoji" loading="lazy" alt="😒" title="Unamused face&nbsp; &nbsp; :unamused:" src="https://cdn.jsdelivr.net/joypixels/assets/6.0/png/unicode/64/1f612.png" data-shortname=":unamused:" /><img class="smilie smilie--emoji" loading="lazy" alt="😆" title="Grinning squinting face&nbsp; &nbsp; :laughing:" src="https://cdn.jsdelivr.net/joypixels/assets/6.0/png/unicode/64/1f606.png" data-shortname=":laughing:" /> far as i'm concerned if 2020 gets any funner we should spend the holidays at the Kevorkian's. surely the cocktails will be grand. i'm sick of putting on a happy face and pretending everything is peachy keen when it's not. yes i know...i'm still alive...blah blah blah. doesn't mean i have to fake enjoying it.i'm not the Mary Poppins type. never have been. always been a little grouchy. could be because of my life history or i'm just a crabby old fart. lol! could be when i get out of bed these days there's nothing to really get excited over beyond morning coffee. too bad coffee can't make the days sparkle with delight. maybe Cinderella needs her own brand for us grumps. *grin*when i was younger i used to love life. now it's more like sitting up in bed after waking up and realizing what's going on and where i am and thinking...&quot;uh...ok...&quot; that's the most important decision i make every day. to get out of bed and participate in life regardless of whether i want to or not. lol!i have nothing to really look forward to anymore. and i don't know what to do to resolve that.</blockquote>

[QUOTE="MarciKS, post: 1552788, member: 8399"] i don't know about anyone else but...with this pandemic i am in no mood to pretend to enjoy the holidays. everything this year is in the el sucko category. you know because i have such a happy go lucky disposition. 😒😆 far as i'm concerned if 2020 gets any funner we should spend the holidays at the Kevorkian's. surely the cocktails will be grand. i'm sick of putting on a happy face and pretending everything is peachy keen when it's not. yes i know...i'm still alive...blah blah blah. doesn't mean i have to fake enjoying it. i'm not the Mary Poppins type. never have been. always been a little grouchy. could be because of my life history or i'm just a crabby old fart. lol! could be when i get out of bed these days there's nothing to really get excited over beyond morning coffee. too bad coffee can't make the days sparkle with delight. maybe Cinderella needs her own brand for us grumps. *grin* when i was younger i used to love life. now it's more like sitting up in bed after waking up and realizing what's going on and where i am and thinking..."uh...ok..." that's the most important decision i make every day. to get out of bed and participate in life regardless of whether i want to or not. lol! i have nothing to really look forward to anymore. and i don't know what to do to resolve that. [/QUOTE]

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