Mr. Ed
Life does not deserve my gratitude.
- Location
- Central NY
I had the COVID vaccine Saturday, annoying stomach pains today that may or may not be related to the COVID vaccine. Given the possibility that an over abundance of powdered mushrooms combined with whey protein powder mix and hot water may indeed not have anything to do COVID vaccine side affects.
I have ongoing negative feelings about my dad who has long passed from this plain of existence. His choices during my childhood continues to occupy my thoughts and actions with much disgust. My wife & I were talking this morning regarding our pastor’s comparison of God who sent his son to save the world from sin and darkness. My pastor emphasizes God sent his son in essence be downgraded to a lowly human. My argument is God, Jesus and the soon to Holy Spirit was all part of the prophesy or plan from the beginning. So I don’t understand the big deal of God sending son as some kind loss.
My wife pointed out my view of God & Son is obscured by lingering thoughts of animosity toward my dad. And that I should seek counseling to move forward. This morning I googled various counselors and therapist in my area and found mindfulness based/Buddhist inspired therapy. I believe this is the way to address childhood trauma, change long-held assumptions and adopt new behaviors.
I’m looking for employment, so far no luck.
I have ongoing negative feelings about my dad who has long passed from this plain of existence. His choices during my childhood continues to occupy my thoughts and actions with much disgust. My wife & I were talking this morning regarding our pastor’s comparison of God who sent his son to save the world from sin and darkness. My pastor emphasizes God sent his son in essence be downgraded to a lowly human. My argument is God, Jesus and the soon to Holy Spirit was all part of the prophesy or plan from the beginning. So I don’t understand the big deal of God sending son as some kind loss.
My wife pointed out my view of God & Son is obscured by lingering thoughts of animosity toward my dad. And that I should seek counseling to move forward. This morning I googled various counselors and therapist in my area and found mindfulness based/Buddhist inspired therapy. I believe this is the way to address childhood trauma, change long-held assumptions and adopt new behaviors.
I’m looking for employment, so far no luck.