I fell asleep as predicted sitting upright on the sofa this afternoon... horrendous nightmares about crashing the new car..
This time I dreamt I was on an unfamiliar road, which had several RTA's at the beginning of the road.. so as I past them I was being extra careful.. and further down the road I over steered in my dream and the car took off like an aeroplane and landed in the lake.
As the car and I both descended I remember thinking... this is it.. if I survive this.. I'm finished I can't afford yet another car!
The weird thing about it was that just prior to the crash, I'd been in a bar having a coke after finishing some shopping, and an old friend who I hadn't seen for years tapped me on the shoulder... and I remember in the dream thinking, how well dressed he was because he was always known to be a bit of a scruff.....he had been a very heavy drinker, a functioning alcoholic really but a really nice person...... .. he seemed sober and spotlessly clean with expensive clothing , and I said I would put my things in the car and come and sit with him and catch up..... I never got back.. I went looking for him, and couldn't find the way back into the bar...
...so I got in the car.... and drove away.. but everything was unfamiliar...
The worst of it was when i tried to get hold of anyone by phone to come and help after I emrged from the lake...... no-one was really interested... almost like... oh she's survived
again.. what's the rush.....
...... horrible , horrible dream
