Depressed today, not deep yet, just headed downward about 50% on the spiral.
Filed taxes, sent mega $$$$$ to Uncle Sam and State of Arizona.
Shuffled money around.
Am far from rich and I just need to remember and thank God am blessed to even have the $$.
It just feels painful, none the less.
Still eating like crazy not sure if the spiral is what spurs the eating or vis versa - a vicious circle either way.
Am not an alcoholic, but over the week, last week, I drank at least a dozen of my home made margaritas (with salt) as if tomorrow was naught. So odd...perhaps there was a full moon? None this week.
Hoping I can get a grip on food consumption once again.
Home staging is still going on, getting there step by step.
DH never believes in throwing anything away, so it is one of us pissed off after another and tense days the last two weeks.
To avoid the reality be simply goes shooting (pistol range or trap/skeet) to avoid the reality that his junk either needs to go completely, or be boxed up and placed in storage NOW or I will not list this house.
SO I do what I can sit and end up eating due to the silence between us...as we avoid more irritations.
Going to go easy on myself, I hope.
Needing a road trip to escape this spiral, SL hardtop down, Moody Blues...Eagles....