I wonder how my life might have been without stigma? What if psychotropic medications were not used to suppress symptoms, instead nourished to accept and utilize symptoms for a greater purpose in life? What if western culture accepted people’s differences rather than forceing everyone to be as they are? Native Americans were labeled savages while godly settlers tried to make Native Americans respectable god fearing examples of chrisitian reform.
i wish I knew how other people thought in comparison to my thoughts and ideas. Expereincing psychosis on 3 separate occasions my mind was completely wiped free of all memories and acquired abilities. I mirrored family members and later my wife to relearn decision making, how to feed myself and when to drink from a glass.
In New York, where I live expectations are low for people with mental illness. I took advantage of the Ticket to Work program that paid for books and tuition. I also won the Pathways Scholarship for non-traditional students attending college for the first time. Surprisingly I found out I was smart, I graduted with honors, and a member of Phi Theta Kappa.
I don’t know if society were to change its view on mental illness by fostering individual gifts and abilities and allow people to sort things out naturally rather than suppressing feelings and emotions with drugs and foreign chemicals. The problem is nobody has the time to let nature heal itself so the remedy at hand is suppress the symptoms. This way pharmaceuticals are assured of long-term dependence and because healing does not take place symptoms return until the drug is no longer affective but easily replaced by another dependency.