They Call me the Seeker

The thing about the seeker, you don’t always know what you are seeking but you know it is out there, or perhaps in there. I am fascinated by the prospects of tapping into some sort of hidden consciousness or reserve.
My greatest misunderstanding is the assumption since everyone is created by similar formula(s) everyone should think same way? It woulld be far more gratifying learning from one another in this manner than the assumptions we make from each other.

Spirituality for example; why are there so many roads to get where you are going? It leads me to believe there are no wrong choices in life but the circumstances that impact and limits our choices.

I am at a place spiritually where I reject Christianity for a belief not yet found. I don’t know anything about what will eventually come to me, but it will come and I will know.

I don’t see myself worshipping a god-like figure. More so an allbeing and encompassing ?? It will be a knowing beyond present understanding. Not a person or diety.
Halluciogenics may not become available for religious purposes, however, I believe similar results may be achieved eventually without psychedelics, but it will take longer.
 
Mr. Ed said:
My greatest misunderstanding is the assumption since everyone is created by similar formula(s) everyone should think same way? It woulld be far more gratifying learning from one another in this manner than the assumptions we make from each other.
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This made me laugh out loud. Of course, we're all different, but this very forum should adequately indicate that people on the internet really only want to hang with people who are just like them. If you're different, you just get treated badly. it's not different from picking on the dirty kid in a school playground, and it turns out adults will do it as well as kids.

Thanks for the laugh though.
 

I was fortunate not havving a bully to contend with. However, the thought of having similar ideas and concepts among one another is not so fantastic as the mind that perceives it so. My childhood and beyond was limited to everything church, Homelife was in honor of church, church was the provider who put food on the table and gave us shelter from the elements. Church could do no wrong, it was not to be slandered nor talked about negatively. Church was our refuge from the sins of the world and never were we to forget if not for church the consequences would be everlasting. My mother viewed the church as the cure all for everything no matter what ails you. Not god, not Jesus the church. Funny what people think is important.

I used to believe people could read my mind until I found the leak. Recently, I took a memory test to determine loss and tests showed I have minor memory loss. My score was 27/30, first test scores were 26/30. I’m not surprised considering I lost my mind due to psychosis on three occasions. That is exactly what happened, my mind was completely wiped away, no living skills, or ability to decide the simplest choices, should I sit down. If so, where should I sit. Do I use a spoon or a fork and food should I use with fork or spoon? Difficult times, yet each occasion was unique with it’s own challenges.
 
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