CAKCy
Member
- Location
- Cyprus, East Mediterranean
58 male, from the island of Cyprus in East Mediterranean... Within a period of 3 years I found myself surrounded by emptiness. Details are too boring for most, too painful for me. Physically I feel 110. Emotionally...20. I see no meaning in continuing a life without a person to share it with... even from a distance far, far away. What matters is not the physical contact but the dance of two psyches...
Yes... I'm starving for companionship. Not as a measure of my value. Not as a validation of who I am. I'm old enough to know how good or bad I am. But there's that huge vacuum of someone to share with. I read a good book, I listen to a moving song, I watch a good movie and there's nobody to share it with. To feel the joy of enjoying that good feeling together. Sunrises and sunsets are dull without another by one's side going through the same emotions of awe, as one does. Laughter and tears are hollow when one doesn't have another to share them with. The beauty of a flower is not enough when one doesn't have a love to give it to. Even as a picture...
I know this is not a dating site... Dating sites are worthless by definition... Especially for the old...
Not much of an introduction. I beg for your forgiveness. Depression is censoring my messages....
Yes... I'm starving for companionship. Not as a measure of my value. Not as a validation of who I am. I'm old enough to know how good or bad I am. But there's that huge vacuum of someone to share with. I read a good book, I listen to a moving song, I watch a good movie and there's nobody to share it with. To feel the joy of enjoying that good feeling together. Sunrises and sunsets are dull without another by one's side going through the same emotions of awe, as one does. Laughter and tears are hollow when one doesn't have another to share them with. The beauty of a flower is not enough when one doesn't have a love to give it to. Even as a picture...
I know this is not a dating site... Dating sites are worthless by definition... Especially for the old...
Not much of an introduction. I beg for your forgiveness. Depression is censoring my messages....