If you are having problems with depression, etc., have you thought about seeking psychological help? If you live in mid-Missouri, there are several good hospitals and clinics in Columbia, Jeff City, and even Sedalia, which have facilities for helping with mental issues. Drugs might be fine for a physical illness, but I seriously doubt that they do anything but "mask" the effects of things like depression. Until you find the reason for your anxiety and depression, and take steps to resolve whatever is bothering you, you may be accomplishing little other than contributing to the drug companies profits. Heck, you might be better off just buying some wine or whiskey.