My life is back on track now, the thing in my breast that had more than doubled in size since the previous mammogram turned out to be benign and they said no extra imaging needed, no biopsy needed, it is a type of thing that does not turn cancerous, and I could cancel the other appointments my doctor had set up for me. So all my stress and worry about it was unnecessary (I was convinced it would be stage 4 breast cancer and that I'd have only months to live!). But, at least now I have a bit of perspective about lessor challenges in my life, and also interestingly when I thought I might have a very limited amount of time left I wanted to take a trip to Iceland, I guess I should put that into some mental queue to look into, though right at the moment I have no time to think about it.
I also discovered about myself that apparently I feel competitive about who gets to live the longest, I didn't want to lose the race, ha ha.
I have less than a week to finish clearing out the house, this time next week I'll be a new "Nomad" waking up in a cheap Chicago hotel apartment.