A case of cabin fever?2025 has started out oddly for me, personally. I feel off-balance or disconnected or something. We're only 2 weeks in, but every day of the whole 2 weeks I've felt neither happy nor unhappy, grateful nor ungrateful, etc. I'm not angry or grumpy or anything, I'm just not anything.
It's kind of hard to explain. I don't know, maybe it's the weather. Well, the weather's been kind of beautiful, but I mean maybe the barometer pressure or something.
I tried reflecting on my life while meditating. I've done that a couple of times. I thought it might wake up some feels, but it didn't. Looking back, I don't feel satisfied with my life, but I don't feel at all discontent with it, either. I don't feel any particular way about it. It's just ...well, to use a couple of expressions that used to bug the hell outa me... It is what it is. Whatever.
I probly should talk to Michelle about it because I'm pretty sure she's picked up on it. I think she can tell something's different.
Clean laundry is something to look forward to. I started this side business of mine at 7:00 not knowing when the tile guys will turn the water off today. I made it with a minute to spare!Morning follks...awake since 4am again durn it....it is 11F outside
and not going above freezing....dunno what i am up today due
to mucho pain, but will find something....could maybe start
some laundry...and got 3 bills to pay...postman finally delivered
my mail yesterday, and trash co finaly picked up after a week
delay....oh well, just grateful i don't have to work in this frigid
weather....take care all....luv ya.....
They scheduled two installs for today.Workers are here taking out old heat pump and installing new one. Not sure why the process has to start at 0730 but, hey, it will be worth it to be warm again
I do believe there’s a nap coming later today
Is that like the Italian Wedding soup with escarole, carrot, celery, chick broth and tiny soup-mac? I haven't made that in awhile.
Nope. I use the by-guess-and-by-golly method. Meatballs, of course, and whatever else I have on hand. Today's veggies happen to be a package of cole slaw mix (cabbage and carrots), chopped onion, minced garlic and a can of diced tomatoes. There's a quart of veggie broth and a quart of V-8 juice. About five minutes before time to eat, I'll throw in a package of 3-cheese tortellini. It'll probably need more V8 juice.
I've been taking the same medication for 10 years, so I doubt that's the cause.
Thank you, Trish.
Give yourself one more day of pity party then get your hair done, shop for a new shirt and two quarts of ice cream.
That's cold! ❄
Because Mother Nature is always smarter! 🌬
They are beautiful! You are sweet to send them!
"You dusted, too? Geez. The least you could have done is truck on over here and done mine! I did vacuum but am still cogitating (Bugs Bunny's word) on dusting. Maybe appoint a committee to take it under advisement."
Maybe it's time we both hire cleaning ladies (or men). Speaking of credit union...my son is supposed to take me to our credit union so I can use the machine that gives you bills for coins. I have coin wrappers, but don't feel like doing it this time. He got $85 and change. considering the small fee that's charged. He could do it for me but I want to see how the machine works. That'll be my excitement for the day.
Gotta load and run the dishwasher too....not my favorite chore. I mostly napped, played games and watched T.V. today. 
