Learning How To Live Life

I have been up trying to do tens therapy on my hand and the stupid self adhesive pads are not sticking. I even tried 4 brand new ones. I give up. I'm just over everything. I can't handle this anymore. I'm tired of everything just being total sh*t no matter what.
 
any of you watch ncis origins

any of you watch ncis origins?
I would love to see that but, unfortunately, here in the UK it is only available via Paramount which I don't subscribe to. I've watched all the other NCIS series. The current one showing here is NCIS Season 22 with Gary Cole and this is on Channel 5USA. So, I will keep fingers crossed that eventually they will also show Origins. 🤞
 

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I'm sorry about my outburst. I am in so much agony I just wanna cry. And it made me so mad that the stupid pads weren't sticking. I need relief but it's obvious the tens unit isn't gonna work. If the pads are supposed to be self adhesive, one shouldn't have to get other things or do other things to get them to stay on. I am frustrated that my boss' only response to my agony was to remind me that if I don't have enough hours to take off for the surgery they will replace me. Meanwhile I hafta suffer and I can barely use my hands to do anything.

They ache 24/7. But do they care? Nope! I literally was in tears earlier from the pain. As soon as I get 8 weeks built up I'm gonna schedule a consult with the surgeon. I wanna see how long he thinks I need to be off. If he can say with certainty that I can return in 8 weeks I will likely go ahead and get it scheduled then. I will have to wait til 2027 to get the other hand done I think. IDK. Depends on how well the shots work.

I've had next to no sleep because of the pain I'm in. I'm starting to get depressed because of it. I think Tuesday I'm gonna see about getting another form and try to see about getting some ETO donated. I likely won't get anything but I'm still gonna try. Nothing I am using or taking for the pain is helping. Literally nothing.​
 
I got to ask a couple of questions ... is he a guy that is decent to work with & to talk to on a day to day basis? Or is he a guy that you talk to just because he is a co-worker & you have to work with him?

If he is an okay guy, would dinner hurt? You wouldn't have to go out again.

Now if he is a guy that you talk to because it's your job & you wouldn't talk to him otherwise, then just politely say no.

Many years ago I had one guy ask me out from work that no way in Hades would I ever have thought about going out with him. He was an ewwww & a few other things.
 
Glad you're feeling a lot better. I on the other hand have had a bad 3 days after getting the dreaded 'flu. Started off with a dry cough which slowly got worse. Woke up on the second day after only a couple of hours sleep. As I live alone I only have myself
to rely on, so I took myself off to the pharmacy to buy some cough mixture. I had to buy some extra groceries and decided to
make some Chicken and vegetable soup. When I tried to open the cough syrup bottle, I was shocked to think I couldn't open it. I tried everything even the nutcracker, it wouldn't budge. Now I have to go back to the pharmacy and get someone to open it for me. I feel totally fed up. But I'll carry on regardless and have a better day, hopefully.
 
Glad you're feeling a lot better. I on the other hand have had a bad 3 days after getting the dreaded 'flu. Started off with a dry cough which slowly got worse. Woke up on the second day after only a couple of hours sleep. As I live alone I only have myself
to rely on, so I took myself off to the pharmacy to buy some cough mixture. I had to buy some extra groceries and decided to
make some Chicken and vegetable soup. When I tried to open the cough syrup bottle, I was shocked to think I couldn't open it. I tried everything even the nutcracker, it wouldn't budge. Now I have to go back to the pharmacy and get someone to open it for me. I feel totally fed up. But I'll carry on regardless and have a better day, hopefully.
I know riiiiight? I had something the other day and I played hell getting into it. I hope you feel better soon. 🤗
 
Oh BTW, I did some looking online. Risk management won't do anything about that that HIPAA violation cuz if they do they hafta report it. If they report it they will get fined and I imagine surveyors will be in to investigate.

So I probably just wasted my time and I bet nothing gets done about that coworker having bed bugs either.
 
So, I've been gf for a month. No rash. So I decided to start introducing more gluten again to see what happens. I have been continuing to look at other illnesses or issues that could mimic celiac disease. Some of the arthritis types come with rashes. RA in particular can mimic celiac disease. From what I read. I see my primary the 28th of May and I'm going to request that we test me for all types of arthritis. I want to rule those out.

I've been having gluten here and there just to see what is happening. Nothing major at the moment. I don't want the test for celiac because I don't want them taking skin samples. I would rather rule out the arthritis. Mom had severe RA so it's a risk. Hopefully I can find out what is happening for sure soon. I'd rather have celiac disease than RA.

Good night friends.
 
IDK what I would do if a man invited me out. Is he good at fixing things around the house? If so, maybe...lol. If I did accept, I would drive my own car, meet there, pay my own way (dutch treat). Just friends might be okay.

On second thought, probably not. Thanks anyway. And if he gives you the creeps, I agree with just say no.
 
That's how I met my husband. We both worked together in a nursing home. We ate supper together every night with another coworker. She kept saying we should go out but I was married to someone else. When I broke up with my drunk husband he finally did ask me out. By that time he was on a different shift. We could talk for hours. Still can. I call him from time to time and we are on the phone for a couple of hours. No romance just friends now.
 
Well that's just it...he's not my type, I'm not interested in any more friends and I don't need or want a b/f. I show zero interest in him for a reason. Plus he has given me a weird vibe ever since he started. He creeps out the contracted cleaning girls too. Usually men don't show any interest in me unless they're looking to get laid. And I am not the girl for them.
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I am waiting on groceries and having my coffee. There were 2 things I couldn't get at Walmart. I find it interesting that they are having issues keeping Seabond Lower denture seals on the shelves. So I had to whip out the DoorDash app and I have Seabond coming from Dollar General and my compression gloves coming from Walgreens. After all my groceries get here I will order something from Meddy's.

There seems to be some confusion on the DoorDash app today. I think I'm getting my Seabond. 🤔

I have a couple dishes to do and then I gotta shower today and then I can relax.
 
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