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I have been up trying to do tens therapy on my hand and the stupid self adhesive pads are not sticking. I even tried 4 brand new ones. I give up. I'm just over everything. I can't handle this anymore. I'm tired of everything just being total sh*t no matter what.
 
any of you watch ncis origins

any of you watch ncis origins?
I would love to see that but, unfortunately, here in the UK it is only available via Paramount which I don't subscribe to. I've watched all the other NCIS series. The current one showing here is NCIS Season 22 with Gary Cole and this is on Channel 5USA. So, I will keep fingers crossed that eventually they will also show Origins. 🤞
 

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I'm sorry about my outburst. I am in so much agony I just wanna cry. And it made me so mad that the stupid pads weren't sticking. I need relief but it's obvious the tens unit isn't gonna work. If the pads are supposed to be self adhesive, one shouldn't have to get other things or do other things to get them to stay on. I am frustrated that my boss' only response to my agony was to remind me that if I don't have enough hours to take off for the surgery they will replace me. Meanwhile I hafta suffer and I can barely use my hands to do anything.

They ache 24/7. But do they care? Nope! I literally was in tears earlier from the pain. As soon as I get 8 weeks built up I'm gonna schedule a consult with the surgeon. I wanna see how long he thinks I need to be off. If he can say with certainty that I can return in 8 weeks I will likely go ahead and get it scheduled then. I will have to wait til 2027 to get the other hand done I think. IDK. Depends on how well the shots work.

I've had next to no sleep because of the pain I'm in. I'm starting to get depressed because of it. I think Tuesday I'm gonna see about getting another form and try to see about getting some ETO donated. I likely won't get anything but I'm still gonna try. Nothing I am using or taking for the pain is helping. Literally nothing.​
 
When I had the trigger finger surgeries, I was off work for less than a week, long enough for the incisions to heal. Why so long, 8 weeks?

I rarely pray since God must be so very busy. But I will say a prayer for you, MarciKS.
 
When I had the trigger finger surgeries, I was off work for less than a week, long enough for the incisions to heal. Why so long, 8 weeks?

I rarely pray since God must be so very busy. But I will say a prayer for you, MarciKS.
With hard labor I would have to be off longer cuz everything i do is with my hands and heavy lifting.
 
You guys I'm all freaked out now. A male coworker asked me if I wanna go to dinner with him sometime. He added as friends when i was hesitant. Just ewwww!
 
I got to ask a couple of questions ... is he a guy that is decent to work with & to talk to on a day to day basis? Or is he a guy that you talk to just because he is a co-worker & you have to work with him?

If he is an okay guy, would dinner hurt? You wouldn't have to go out again.

Now if he is a guy that you talk to because it's your job & you wouldn't talk to him otherwise, then just politely say no.

Many years ago I had one guy ask me out from work that no way in Hades would I ever have thought about going out with him. He was an ewwww & a few other things.
 
He told me to think about it and let him know. If he asks again I'm just gonna tell him I'm a loner and I don't like being around people that much as it is.
 
Glad you're feeling a lot better. I on the other hand have had a bad 3 days after getting the dreaded 'flu. Started off with a dry cough which slowly got worse. Woke up on the second day after only a couple of hours sleep. As I live alone I only have myself
to rely on, so I took myself off to the pharmacy to buy some cough mixture. I had to buy some extra groceries and decided to
make some Chicken and vegetable soup. When I tried to open the cough syrup bottle, I was shocked to think I couldn't open it. I tried everything even the nutcracker, it wouldn't budge. Now I have to go back to the pharmacy and get someone to open it for me. I feel totally fed up. But I'll carry on regardless and have a better day, hopefully.
 
Glad you're feeling a lot better. I on the other hand have had a bad 3 days after getting the dreaded 'flu. Started off with a dry cough which slowly got worse. Woke up on the second day after only a couple of hours sleep. As I live alone I only have myself
to rely on, so I took myself off to the pharmacy to buy some cough mixture. I had to buy some extra groceries and decided to
make some Chicken and vegetable soup. When I tried to open the cough syrup bottle, I was shocked to think I couldn't open it. I tried everything even the nutcracker, it wouldn't budge. Now I have to go back to the pharmacy and get someone to open it for me. I feel totally fed up. But I'll carry on regardless and have a better day, hopefully.
I know riiiiight? I had something the other day and I played hell getting into it. I hope you feel better soon. 🤗
 
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