Gaer
"Angel whisperer"
- Location
- New Mexico U.S.A.
How old were you? What happened?
You truly haven't had a happy life, @NorthernLight. You are brave to share what you do, and I wish you only good things in the coming years ahead. Hugs to you.When I was -- I don't know, 12 maybe? -- our father told my brother and me that we couldn't come into the house until we found a lost item. We knew we'd never find it, so we lay down in the ditch to sleep. We hoped that a kind neighbor would see us there and rescue us. Then our father opened the door and said he'd found the item in the house, right where it was supposed to be.
At age 14, I decided I'd leave on my 16th birthday -- the first day it was legal to do so. I only told one person, who I'm sure didn't believe me. I left on my 16th birthday. I thought this was the start of my adult life, but others have referred to it as my "running away."
I am afraid to ask. The answer won't scare me tonight thinking about it, will it? Well, will it??My home ran away from me.
This is almost a carbon copy of what prompted me to finally run away at 16 after years of abuse .. after my father locked me out of the house at midnight on a freezing icy winter's night.When I was -- I don't know, 12 maybe? -- our father told my brother and me that we couldn't come into the house until we found a lost item. We knew we'd never find it, so we lay down in the ditch to sleep. We hoped that a kind neighbor would see us there and rescue us. Then our father opened the door and said he'd found the item in the house, right where it was supposed to be.
At age 14, I decided I'd leave on my 16th birthday -- the first day it was legal to do so. I only told one person, who I'm sure didn't believe me. I left on my 16th birthday. I thought this was the start of my adult life, but others have referred to it as my "running away."
No - it wouldn't keep you up at night. Just me... LOLI am afraid to ask. The answer won't scare me tonight thinking about it, will it? Well, will it??![]()