Oh NO, NO, NO! Moments of life are to be treasured. There is a higher and more blessed you than you show to the world. Be this higher self. Embrace your life and find joy in it. Each incarnation brings us closer to God and evolves us into higher perfection.
May I quote something from the Guru Dev?
"To get a human body is a rare thing. Make the most of it. There are four million kinds of lives a soul can gather. After that,a soul gets a chance to be human, to get a human body. Therefore,one should not waste this chance. Every second in human life is very valuable. If you don't value this, then you will have nothing in hand and you will weep in the end.
Because you are human, God has given you the power to think and decide what is good and bad. Therefore, you can do the best possible kind of action. You should never consider yourself weak or a fallen creature.
Whatever might have happened up to now may be because you didn't know, but now be careful. After getting a human body, if you don't reach God, you have sold a diamond at the price of spinach."
Mr.Ed, I didn't mean to take over your thread. I needed to tell her that.