I'm with you Kaya - just go and see where you end up.
Justme, I'm not one for planning (except for specific projects). There are things I'd like to do, but if I don't do them, I'll be doing something else- and often that's turned out very well.
Our plans went off course when my husband had a subarachnoid haemorrhage which trashed half his brain. He certainly would have opted for euthanasia if he had seen that coming!