AZ Jim, so very sorry to see this post... I hurt with you. Nothing I can say here will help make this heartbreak easier to bare, just know that many of us on this forum have walked in your shoes. Your wife has passed and your life as you knew it has passed right along with her. There will be days it seems too so overwhelming, there will be days it seems so unfair and there will be days you will not want to move forward. The only thing I can say is to take each day one at a time, take baby steps. Peace be with you.