It is hard to know someone well on these forums but what I can tell, you are a very smart and resourceful person. And you are a very caring person. I see you in many posts offering advice and help. Sometimes I may not have the same opinion but that doesn't matter. What matters is that you show lots of compassion and care for others.
You do seem consumed with a lot of the bad and in some cases evil that is going on right now. I don't need to tell you that there will always be bad things happening. Always has been and always will. And we are more aware of it now , first because of the 24 hour news stations and now because of the internet. I hope this has not stopped you from appreciating the good that is going around on this planet. It is hard to find at times, but it is out there.
You seem upset about a local issue in your area . I know you can't talk about it on this forum but there must be others in your area who are also upset about the issue. Is there a way that you can try to reach out to communicate with them ? Is there a local online community board that you can go to and try to link up with others to see if you can discuss the issue and possibly stop whatever is happening ? I am just throwing out ideas and perhaps they are not feasible but I think if it is possible to get involved with others in your community about the issue then you might feel better.
What really upsets me though is your last sentence. It might be a throw away line because I think most people have felt that way at times but it is not a statement to be taken lightly either. Seriously, if you are in such a dark place please do as
@RadishRose suggested and call 988. It is not a weakness to reach out for help if you do feel so overwhelmed. In fact, I look at it as a strength. Asking for help is tough, especially for people of our generation and because of that many in our generation have suffered .
Sorry for the long ramble and take my thoughts anyway you wish. We don't know each other but that doesn't matter. I was concerned after reading your post so I just wanted to at least give my thoughts because I have seen you do the same thing on these forums when someone else is going through a rough time.
