Life's moments of Enlightenment or Disillusionment

I think as I get older, I become more and more enlightened. I find time to self-reflect and discover different ways of thinking about things. I question my motives and other people's motives. I can see through people now and can almost read them like a book just by the way they walk, talk, look, dress, etc. It's become a habit. I also can tell, as I write, what the reaction of the other person will be when they receive my email. Call it gut instinct, but it's happened enough times so that I pay attention to it. I think this is enlightenment.

Disillusionment - with the opposite sex. Unfortunately, when studying history and all the wars, communist regimes, and mass extinctions that have occurred in this world, destruction has been primarily through the hands of men. I am not blaming them, but I am blaming society for not allowing women to be in leadership roles more often. We might have had different outcomes as a result.
 
Disillusionment - with the opposite sex. Unfortunately, when studying history and all the wars, communist regimes, and mass extinctions that have occurred in this world, destruction has been primarily through the hands of men. I am not blaming them, but I am blaming society for not allowing women to be in leadership roles more often. We might have had different outcomes as a result.
I absolutely agree and I've felt this way for a very long time.
 
These days, the more enlightened I become the more disillusioned I get. I would like to go back to being a naive young person.
That doesn't sound like enlightenment. Isn't enlightenment about transcending the mundane and ascending the ladder of spiritualism and overcoming our egos?
Who do you consider enlightened?
 
My experience with disillusion almost always has to do with "things not going the way I want." I have no idea what "enlightenment" is. I always recall what a good friend said "Bliss gives me a headache." I think the best we can do is keep our boat afloat, during smooth and clear waters to disturbing waves that could drown us.
 

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