We all like money some more than others. I am looking back over my already lived life span and I know there were times I could have made money and have money in the bank now if I had not stopped to help someone in need. I do have some regrets but I know people I encountered in my past helped me too. Maybe they did not sacrifice as much but they helped me. Sometimes I feel like the biggest joke on my planet. I live in the place where I grew up and people from the past know I should have more money too. I am devastated. I am looking for a place to live and staying optimistic. This forum is a blessing. Once again I apologize if I have offended anyone. There is so much hate going on these days it is horrifying. What about the children?