Warm welcome to you. I also am BLESSED, and can relate to you. Many of us have been widowed here also. How long ago did you lose your beloved?
I lost mine in 2005 after being married as teenagers for 42 yrs.
@bowmore is also a member here and we were married two years later.He is also a widower. I never dreamed I could be so happy again, and I never thought in my wildest dreams I would marry again.
I could have made it on my own so that's why I say that I'm truly blessed also. We love each other very much and life is sooo good again.
You have come to the right place to hang your hat here.
By the way, my smart phone is smarter than me and I hate the thing.