Reflective thoughts and poems

Well, today's my 69th birthday. I have spent the whole day grading papers and videotaping my lecture for Monday. I also have been answering calls from family and friends wishing me "Happy Birthday" greetings. All my family members live far away, and I haven't celebrated a birthday with anyone from my family in many years now. I've grown accustomed to living alone and being far away from them. I have finished my work for the day, and took a break to write this:

Birthday Thoughts

It is a dreary and rainy day outside.
The gray skies did not cheer me up.
This pensive mood is not glowing.
At least it's not cold enough to be snowing.

There is no birthday cake, no nearby family,
No husband or son to watch me
Blow out the candles. But I am used to it.
Everyone's texting birthday wishes instead.

I considered driving to the mall.
It's only twenty minutes away by car,
Maybe shop and walk around.
But my knees hurt and keep me homebound.

I feel a little sad, as I'm one year closer to being 70.
I saw a video on how the faces of movie stars aged
A comment stated that the video made them depressed
Age has been creeping up on me.
When was I 10? 20? 30? 40? 50? 60?

In the blink of an eye, I am almost at the 70th milestone.
Life is zooming by. Yet at the same time,
For each day I live, I have found
That many blessings still abound.

Although it didn't happen today,
I will be celebrating my birthday
Soon, with good friends.
I am looking forward to spending time with them.


P.A. 1/10/26
Happy Birthday! Lovely poem.
 


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