I’m sorry. I personalize things too much and too often
When people question my motives I instantly react defensively which comes across as aggressive and I get overwhelmed easily ; none of which is anyone else’s fault.
I have a new iPad I’m using and occasionally I pop in here on it
It’s been storing others feedback which I wasn’t getting on my iphone and that made me feel ignored and paranoid. As soon as I came on this iPad I got all kinds of notifications that I missed
I‘m high strung at times and far too emotional but do try my hardest to get along with others. At times I fail miserably
If I could get on Zoom I would. unfortunately I turned off many options on my iphone due to paranoia and that’s probably why things arent working. I’m not very good with computers so not sure what I’ve done but I’ve got this iPad that I haven’t screwed up YET

so maybe there’s hope.