Self- knowledge

I am very insecure and a terrible introvert. I over think everything. Just this past weekend my daughter wanted to take me to those new popular painting classes. I think it is a chain. You get two hours to paint a picture under their guidance. They say anyone can do it and it is suppose to be a fun time. They even give you a glass of wine so then I guess you really don't care what it looks like. I struggled with this all week. I just knew my picture was going to be the worst of the lot. I had myself in such a tizzy I backed out. I'm hoping if she wants to go again I will have the nerve to do so.
 
I will not bend on certain things, even if I know I should. I just feel like I have to be true to myself no matter how much embarrassment or discomfort it causes anyone.
 
My mouth is independent from my brain sometimes ... I honestly try to think before I speak but, usually, the words are out before I know it and I'm left thinking " I really shouldn't have said that" ( no matter how true I think it is) my bluntness is legendary !
I also have very few 'friends' lol!
 
Procrastination a problem here too but worse is being too out-spoken. Victim of Foot-in-Mouth disease that worsens as I age.
 

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