fureverywhere
beloved friend who will always be with us in spiri
- Location
- Northern NJ, USA
I'm using that for headline. My daughter will sometimes come by and read over my shoulder...<<<Deep sigh>>>
Two of the neighbors came by awhile ago. First thought was having to apologize incase the dogs scared them again. We've been staying on top of them, but just in case...
They asked me to step out to the front yard. Turns out they'd been knocking all morning. I guess TV noise and dogs sleeping and nobody heard them. Basically " The orange cat, we didn't want Emily to see, we have the box over here under the bushes". It's so hard to stay composed when you don't want to upset anyone else.
I just mechanically disposed of his remains...my beautiful Levon, just a quick glance to make sure it's him. You don't want to remember your beloved broken. I don't believe in viewings either. You want to remember people and animals in life. Then under the premise of watering the yard...cleaning away the traces of grief...
The thing that finally allowed the waterworks to flow. I'll be at the Rainbow Bridge sometime and there will be this orangey blur as he leaps on my shoulder and licks and rubs his face into mine. Of course by that time all the other furry creatures will join in and I'll be happily suffocated. But yeah he was a special guy.
Two of the neighbors came by awhile ago. First thought was having to apologize incase the dogs scared them again. We've been staying on top of them, but just in case...
They asked me to step out to the front yard. Turns out they'd been knocking all morning. I guess TV noise and dogs sleeping and nobody heard them. Basically " The orange cat, we didn't want Emily to see, we have the box over here under the bushes". It's so hard to stay composed when you don't want to upset anyone else.
I just mechanically disposed of his remains...my beautiful Levon, just a quick glance to make sure it's him. You don't want to remember your beloved broken. I don't believe in viewings either. You want to remember people and animals in life. Then under the premise of watering the yard...cleaning away the traces of grief...
The thing that finally allowed the waterworks to flow. I'll be at the Rainbow Bridge sometime and there will be this orangey blur as he leaps on my shoulder and licks and rubs his face into mine. Of course by that time all the other furry creatures will join in and I'll be happily suffocated. But yeah he was a special guy.