Mr Ed is not thinking of death, he is only putting out thoughts, nothing wrong with that.
I scuba dive too Mr Ed, how are your lessons going?
I notice from your profile you were born in France. I was born in Hawaii, but spent many many years with my Grandparents in Lyon. They lived in Lyon for generations. Which part of France are you from. You need not answer my questions, if you do not want to. Bon sante!