Went to a Wednesday night "Christian Fellowship" meeting. It was a group of "Charismatic Catholics" and a nice older lady from work talked me into going - I was closed to anything not Catholic as I was raised in that church. There was something in that meeting that I can not even explain, but it was a spiritual experience. I was never the same after that. I remember when I got home I went running for my then 4 mile "run" and I would time myself, always trying to get under 6 min a mile but never could. That night I did something like 5:50 a mile which surprised myself. I can't say that I was automatically this wonderful person (far from it), but something started within me that kept going to this day, and continues.