Pamplemouse
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By the time I turned 5 , my childhood started to suck .My mother and father , almost got a divorce , they patched things up , then my dad was in a bad car wreck , whiplash no job and the reality of the dark side of life , began for me . When I was in Kinder Garden , the toy Big Bruiser was the big deal for Christmas , I did not get it, even though I asked Santa for it at the church bazaar .I received a tow truck , non battery that I had to push .My dad was back to work , bought a house , but as I advanced in school , I sucked as a student , I was not as cute anymore as I became older and the cold realities of life started to sink in. I mentioned Santa to my new neighbour , she was also in Kinder Garden with me .She told me about no Santa, my mom and dad wanted me to still believe , but the seed of doubt had been planted .