I'm sorry Gaelthat breaks my heart about young people, or even older people that feel that way. I talked about a little gal that was a wonderful cook, and she was good at everything, even became the first woman manage in a company in Portland. One day I was walking into a church I was going to up there, and several of my friends were there and one told me "she finally did it" and I said who, what? They told me Angela shot herself. She was my friend, we camped together, and she had said to me one time that sometimes she just felt like ending it all.
Again I am so sorry your Robbie is felt so bad he had to escape. I just have to say that I truly feel I can understand it. Things can seem like the pit of hell on this Earth, or at best, seem like there is no hope for anything, why stay. Maybe it's having a hope there has got to be something better. I don't know, really don't know anything Gael.