I have had panic attacks since I was a child. Of course, I did not know what was happening, I was just very scared and would get sick.
I am going through a bad spell right now, there happening almost everyday. Mostly when I go to bed, can't go to sleep, just when I am drifting off, wham, instense fear, hot flashes, racing heart, tight chest, can't breathe. It has been horrible.
So, here I am again, get up, turn on the TV and open the laptop for distraction. It passes rather quickly but I still am afraid to go back to bed. I just stay awake until I am going to drop.