Kaila, you're always thinking of other people. Always concerned about others... you rarely talk about yourself at all... but you know if you need to..you must if it helps you feel better, and perhaps others can make suggestions which would be of use to you too, without being obtrusive of course..
Thank you, for this post, Holly.
And again, thanks to each one of you.
It definitely made me feel better, to have shared more than usual, with others here today.
I was then more able to look at the suggestions and to figure out a few small steps that I could manage to take; I calmed down, and felt far less alone, and was therefore more able to get a nap. Then, was able to cope a little better, too.
I still have power, and it's evening here, now; though there are many nearby power outages, and there are more overnight outages likely, they are saying.
I am feeling less stressed over it, thanks to support from here, though.
I access internet, only from my laptop, which must have
both, the laptop battery charged up, which is easy to do, AND, the cable modem must have electricity from an outlet. There's no battery in that small box, that is possibly called a router/cable modem.
I don't have any other way to use this site, or anything else on the internet, such as other websites for information about outages or weather, and including e-mail. None, except for thru this laptop, which needs that box, which needs constant electricity.