After retiring I started a part time job driving cars part time at an auto auction. I needed to be active outside, and in my case I feel a need to have a daily routine. When Covid imposed a lot of restrictions on what we do and how, I decided I would no longer pursue that part time job. When telling my wife about my decision, she gave me one of her thought provoking responses. She said, "well it's up to you, but I'll miss you not being gone." As I reflect on those words I still think I got the bad end of our little discussion.