John cycling
Healthy Person
- Location
- Central Coast California
I'm a realist. I've wondered why these spirits of dearly loved ones' always say they are doing well. How many say, "Oh, crap, I'm in hell." Do you think a tortured mind, consumed with grief, conjures up a hopeful scenario?
Maybe there is no hell, but there is definitely evil in the world.
At times through my life I have woken to the presence of evil, have screamed (silently) for it to get away from me and it has always disappeared. However if it didn't, then I would leave, one way or another. One time I woke and could see the devil, which was scary as heck, so I got far, far away from that vision and it never returned. Maybe that was a creating in my mind, or maybe it was real, I don't know. I think most of that evil came from my dad, who was a very bad person, at least from the abusive way that he treated me.
I've been able to communicate with spirits through my life but have generally always avoided doing so other than brief encounters due to them being quite intimidating endeavors, and unknown to me of what the potential outcomes might be.