Does anyone else get irritated by stuff or am I just dumb

[Messy]

I get a letter for an id card. Why cant they write 5 sentences a normal dumb person understands. Im also not gonna google words. I used to talk to an american guy and switched to dutch when the words were too much effort. My German teacher dad laughed his ass off. What on earth is she saying? Im 55. My mom just dumps it all on my brother. We now get why my dad could be grumpy. My goodness.

 

[Messy]

A Turkish woman asked me for help once. Nobody helps her. Doesnt speak a word Dutch. Insane complicated language. I could help her. That's even worse.

 

[Paco Dennis]

YES!!!!! . I have to smile because it is always something that irritates me. I can go maybe 5 minutes max and then I think something and it irritates me. Really. Walk in the woods is better. I can stay calm and content for about 20 minutes and then it creeps back in.

I am starting to understand irritation as not the same thing as negative thinking. In my world with all its frustrations (which has gone up significantly as I have gotten old/er) being irritated is normal if something is really messed up. Negative thing is like a spiral of things things are getting worse. It can and does sometimes lead to being depressed...which I avoid as much as possible. Remember you got to "roll with the punches".