I live in a city that has an industry that lays off hundreds of people constantly. I am seeing companies that were very lucrative and powerful being turned into muck. I know everyone has their own definition of love I am supposed to have years of experience behind me that is supposed to help me know what I am doing but that is something that has not changed in my life. I think I am making wise decisions and it is taking me back to memories of my youth and making what I call now stupid decisions. Isn't dating and sex between old adults supposed to be done with more honor and honesty, respect too. I am being tossed aside like old rags.