my son sent me a gold watch he'd purchased from China - no authenticity documents included - it is sparkling at the moment - had a sorta burn down overnight and early morn - reassessing my past lives and what directions they had taken - felt like starting all over again - it was a painful but also cathartic experience and now I am back to abnormal again!
my family were involved [not in person most are dead] but in memories - I sometimes think we did it all wrong even though we seemed to be improving and having a better time - I remember when as the eldest sibling I was last to leave home - I knew I had to do it - I was going mad!! had to cast of the past and go for the future regardless of where it was going. did I get there - think I nearly am a few more human steps and then flying with the angels perhaps??