My buddy Oscar had a seizure yesterday, the 1st one,
I have tried to mentally get myself ready for this, he will be 15 in January.
It was that look of confusion in his eyes as he came out of it and looked at me
and how I couldn't explain to him, just hold him gently to ease him that got to
me. When I put my head to his, there he was in his weakened state, licking the
tears off my face. The seizure lasted about 40 seconds. but the after effects
lasted way longer than that,
He is up and moving but a lot slower and not as self confident as his normal self.
I may not be my humorous self so don't take any change you may notice as me
being upset on anything in SF.
Unchartered waters for me in this situation as I have loved animals before but Oscar, he is
part of me, and a whole different level of love in that.
