How are you today?

I'm struggling. Last night I was in tears. Some today but I will be ok. Once I get around to keeping my mind busy the sadness will fade into the background.
I'm trying to keep myself busy too. I cried so much this year I think I ran out of tears...lol. I'm sorry you are struggling and you are not alone. I'm just trying to get through this day and then the next...
 

after i eat my pot pie i will take my cream pie to the living room and look for a movie to watch. after that i plan to play video games. i have a few dishes to finish and need to shower and lotion up with my lavendar lotion. it's nice to have things to keep busy with.
 
after i eat my pot pie i will take my cream pie to the living room and look for a movie to watch. after that i plan to play video games. i have a few dishes to finish and need to shower and lotion up with my lavendar lotion. it's nice to have things to keep busy with.
I agree about there always is something to keep us busy. I hope all goes well for you!đź’—
 
Tired.. Gym this AM (short visit; gotta gradually ramp back up)... visited Ed, who had a fall just before Christmas and while he did not break his foot, it's very sore and he's at a rehab place for physical therapy for a few weeks-- so that was a 40 min. drive.

Then scooted over to the town my older daughter used to live in to check out the contents of her storage unit she filled up after hurrican helene and went north. She packed everything very neatly; I had hoped to be able to work with my sons and transport the stuff to her but it's just a little too much.

And then home for a late lunch. I'm enjoying the series "Heat of the Sun" on Amazon. Lots of English actors when they were *very young*.
 
I've just had a call with boyfriend. He is away in London with family and I am missing him. He misses me too, but I think it's a bit worse for me because while he is changing his environment and visiting with family, the only thing that changes for me is the absence of him.

That's my little whine tonight.
 
I got some anxiety meds in me yesterday and this morning so far I feel pretty decent. Sinuses are still an issue but I am able to sleep a little with the cpap now. Doc says we can look at the sinus thing later.

Just trying to deal with the day alone and sad. I'm sure the pie will help with that. ;)
Oh, Good Lord. Will you please send me some of those Anxiety meds you have? A three-day special with our son being here. He is just awful and difficult to deal with. My interbeing is just so uptight I feel like I'm going to have a Heart Attack anytime he comes home. Yes, I sound like a crap mom, but the truth is the truth. Happy New Year and feel better soon, will ya?
 
Today I feel some sort of relief since my son went back to his care facility. I cooked a full-on Turkey dinner with stuffing, mashed potatoes and homemade gravy to boot. Dealing with him and my cooking took the absolute wind out of me. This sounds weird but I was too tired to eat after such ruckus. Both he and my husband enjoyed many leftovers today. I'm glad they were happy.
 
Oh, Good Lord. Will you please send me some of those Anxiety meds you have? A three-day special with our son being here. He is just awful and difficult to deal with. My interbeing is just so uptight I feel like I'm going to have a Heart Attack anytime he comes home. Yes, I sound like a crap mom, but the truth is the truth. Happy New Year and feel better soon, will ya?
You know, if you know he's coming ahead of time maybe a doc could prescribe some anxiety meds short term?
 

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