
I am sorry. The simple answer is that politics are taboo, and I can appreciate that, but I am also obsessive/compulsive, and when something triggers a thought about something I really care about, I feel like I'm going to die if I don't immediately tell the whole world what I think.
Nothing is simple to me. Everything is connected to everything else, and I have such a hard time following the rules. As you said, "It's a difficult subject to avoid w/some topics so I get it." Especially for me.
Hmm, maybe that struggle is part of my spiritual journey that I should reflect upon? At the moment, I am realizing I have a lot of anxiety tied up with this issue of me being political. Especially when we are in a war, I go nuts! The Second World War had a strong impact on me and then Vietnam. It is like being on a terrifying roller coaster as we move in and out of wars. I have worn nothing but black since our most recent war. I will be so glad to stop wearing black when the killing and destruction stops.