Congratulations mariana! You've obviously also been really dedicated to your cause! Loosing weight is so hard because it means changing those things that are habitual and basic to survival, i.e. eating and activity levels. And let's face it, we all love to eat and most of us would rather be 'lazy'. I know I've often said to my daughter (who loves the whole gym scene), that I wish there was a pill that I could take that would preclude me having to make time to work outlayful:! She just laughs at me and reminds me that I probably wouldn't take it because I'm not keen on anything with side effects (and most pills have a laundry list of side effects).