Selfies
Long posts on forums, mostly self-involved drivel.
Heh heh
This'll put ya over the edge (long post of self-involved drivel with pics of my mug)
(Sorry C'est Moi)
anyway
Heh, lotsa traffic peeves, I see
None a that bothers me now
I think it may be that I’m just happy to see anybody after spending a week or two in the woods
But
There was a time
Many years ago now
Traffic was thick, jammed
It was hot
Traffic lights were heedless
The guy behind me laid on his horn
I have this temper
Something in my head snapped
I jammed my car in park
Flung open the door
Got out
Blind rage
My only thought was he better be armed and a good shot
Because he ain’t gonna stop me unless he puts a round thru an organ
I’m gonna pull his torso thru the window by his face and beat it ‘til I can’t
Right here I gotta say
I’m not a pretty guy
When I’m dismayed I get even less pretty
I focus on the driver
It’s the church pastor
....and his family
Stunted waving hands and happy to see me faces, fading
Later that night, I took inventory of myself
Hadn’t been afraid of anyone, for a very long time
But, right then, I became afraid
…of myself
Things changed
Over the years, something happened
I guess, if one lives long enough, and has enough close calls, one loses a good many of one’s pet peeves
And becomes just happy to be
.....anywhere
And
One’s expression can change
Still not pretty, but not quite so alarming