Please help me get in a good mood..πŸ˜—

Ruthanne

Ruthanne

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I'm just struggling and in a big crap mood. It's the time of year I lost my little sister to the evil influence of suicide. I'm worried about my dog, my finances (who isn't?), my health and my stupid car problems πŸ˜”.

Anything positive or helpful would be greatly appreciated!
 
My dog fell very ill two weeks ago. He just collapsed. It brought back memories of a previous dog, he looked the very same. I went to the vet, and he gave me meds.

Today my dog is back! He healed. I love that damn dog. Meaning, ill doesn't equal end.

Finances? It'll never be enough. I'd give everything I have to my wife if she chose to go. I've come to learn that's the least of my problems. Loss? Especially a suicide, only time..........
 
VaughanJB said:
My dog fell very ill two weeks ago. He just collapsed. It brought back memories of a previous dog, he looked the very same. I went to the vet, and he gave me meds.

Today my dog is back! He healed. I love that damn dog. Meaning, ill doesn't equal end.

Finances? It'll never be enough. I'd give everything I have to my wife if she chose to go. I've come to learn that's the least of my problems. Loss? Especially a suicide, only time..........
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With suicide time of year...time doesn't change it. I wish I could miraculously feel better after all these years but it hasn't happened for this time of year 2 days before Christmas πŸŽ„.





I'm glad your dog is better. I hope it happens for mine too. She has a complicated incurable progressive diagnosis
Still I hope for the best then worry like crazy 😧

Thank you for your efforts!
 
Ruthanne said:
With suicide time of year...time doesn't change it. I wish I could miraculously feel better after all these years but it hasn't happened for this time of year 2 days before Christmas πŸŽ„.





I'm glad your dog is better. I hope it happens for mine too. She has a complicated incurable progressive diagnosis
Still I hope for the best then worry like crazy 😧

Thank you for your efforts!
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The whole thing reminded me of how horrendous the final day will be. I don't want to think of it. But it's inevitable. He's a dog. He doesn't know anything. The mourning is a human thing. He'll be off to doggy heaven (which is ironic, since I don't believe in a human heaven).

You can't explain the unexplainable. Or truly know someone else and their actions. I'm sorry you've been through this.
 
VaughanJB said:
The whole thing reminded me of how horrendous the final day will be. I don't want to think of it. But it's inevitable. He's a dog. He doesn't know anything. The mourning is a human thing. He'll be off to doggy heaven (which is ironic, since I don't believe in a human heaven).

You can't explain the unexplainable. Or truly know someone else and their actions. I'm sorry you've been through this.
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Thank you 😊
 
There is no surrender or yielding to the darkness! Try and focus and prioritize your attentions on the fixable problems that can be managed in practical ways. And your health is a big priority.
As to the loss of your sister I have no words that can fix things. The process of closure may go on always, maybe becoming less painful with time. I'm sorry for your loss.
 
Repondering said:
There is no surrender or yielding to the darkness! Try and focus and prioritize your attentions on the fixable problems that can be managed in practical ways. And your health is a big priority.
As to the loss of your sister I have no words that can fix things. The process of closure may go on always, maybe becoming less painful with time. I'm sorry for your loss.
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Thank you. Yes I need to focus on my health after I get my dog stable. πŸ’–
 
Ruthanne said:
I'm just struggling and in a big crap mood. It's the time of year I lost my little sister to the evil influence of suicide. I'm worried about my dog, my finances (who isn't?), my health and my stupid car problems πŸ˜”.

Anything positive or helpful would be greatly appreciated!
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I'm sorry you're going through such a bad time Ruthanne, may your sister rest peacefully knowing how much she was loved. I wish the best for Suzy, I lost my boy in October, it's very sad when our furbabies are seriously ill.

All I can say is that I care, and hope some sunlight shines through your darkness. Take care of yourself.....hugs. πŸ’™

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{{{{Ruthie πŸ€—}}}}, I'm sorry for all you're dealing with on top of Suzie's illness. All I can offer you are a hug and to say that you're among friends here who love and care about you. ❀️


I hope things will get better.
 
SeaBreeze said:
I'm sorry you're going through such a bad time Ruthanne, may your sister rest peacefully knowing how much she was loved. I wish the best for Suzy, I lost my boy in October, it's very sad when our furbabies are seriously ill.

All I can say is that I care, and hope some sunlight shines through your darkness. Take care of yourself.....hugs. πŸ’™

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Thank you so much for your message of compassion. I'm so sorry you lost your boy. They leave a big paw print on our πŸ’• hearts don't they. I hope you are doing well and know he loved you and always wanted you to be happy like all doggies do.πŸ€—. I know the pain of it well
I have lost many animals and birdies. I think of them and smile at the memories.

Peace and love to you ❀️
 
Bella said:
{{{{Ruthie πŸ€—}}}}, I'm sorry for all you're dealing with on top of Suzie's illness. All I can offer you are a hug and to say that you're among friends here who love and care about you. ❀️


I hope things will get better.
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Thank you. It means a lot to have your support and πŸ’• love. I'll be here for you too.
 
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