Reaching Out!

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Astarte

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I am reaching out into the ethernet to find like minds and hearts to feel connected and to not feel so thrown away. I work 60 hours a week and I am tired most of the time but I still need to feel connected somewhere. Who knows maybe this will be enough. Here's a wink and a Hug to sy Hello! Looking forward to our verbal repertoires.
 

Not sure how you have found the time to participate in this forum if you work 60 hours a week, but we're glad you are here and look forward to hearing more about you and why you feel as though you have been "thrown away". I could barely keep up with my emails when I was working! Welcome!howdy_from_dallas.jpeg
 
Well today is my only off day. So using my day off to post. No I am not working right now if I was working I wouldn't be on the forum posting. Why I feel thrown away easy response: My Mother got sick with Alzheimers and Dymensia I cared for her until she died the Sunday before she died on Tuesday she told me I needed to stop loving her because she never loved me she only loved my sister. My

ex husband divorced me to marry a woman with more money then he died after 25 years of marriage he left and said he didn't care if i died in the street. Thrown away. My children were scared they would get stuck with me while I was old and sick so they walked out of my life permanently so they would not be stuck with me which I never understood since I never took anything from them.

But after their father died my daughter told my only grandson I was dead so he has never known me. Thrown away. I waited over 12 years after my husband divorced me to even date fell in love with someone who left me for someone else before we were even married. Thrown away.

When my husband divorced me the church I had taught Sunday School in for many, many years made me stop teaching Sunday School because I was a divorcee. Thrown away. So now I am scared to love or to trust anyone so I am stuck in lonely hell but can't find the strength to trust so it's a viscious cycle.
 
Gary O' said:
Well then, take yer laptop to bed
You need to crash, man.
I used to work 60 and more hours a week
Became a freaking zombie
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I already slept a lot today. So Im ok with being up for a minute on my laptop. I am very grateful to work. It's the only way I would have enough money to get by. Plus it passes the time gives me a reason to get up everyday.
 
Let's see I love movies and music. I like to read a lot. I like poetry and writing novels. I like to sew, embroider and to garden and to cook. I like to sing and dance and act. I love plays, symphony and some opera and Broadway plays and local theatre, I love jazz and I like ballet. I love to dine out. I like wine tastings and restaraunts. I like Lighthouses and writers tours. I think I would enjoy traveling the uSA by railway car. I do like cruises. Not sure what else to cover. I like making my own cheeses, noodles and bread. I like indoor grills, air fryers, woks and pressure cookers and crock pots. I think I would eventually like to make my own wines and meades and try roasting my own coffee beans. I like learning herbology and making herbal medicines.
 
Astarte said:
Let's see I love movies and music. I like to read a lot. I like poetry and writing novels. I like to sew, embroider and to garden and to cook. I like to sing and dance and act. I love plays, symphony and some opera and Broadway plays and local theatre, I love jazz and I like ballet. I love to dine out. I like wine tastings and restaraunts. I like Lighthouses and writers tours. I think I would enjoy traveling the uSA by railway car. I do like cruises. Not sure what else to cover. I like making my own cheeses, noodles and bread. I like indoor grills, air fryers, woks and pressure cookers and crock pots. I think I would eventually like to make my pwn wines and meades and try roasting my own coffee beans. I like learning herbology and making herbal medicines.
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One day I might try to learn to paint but I am not very good at it but may venture into it for a challenge. I might try pottery too and I would love to start quilting again and smocking when I sew baby clothes we will see.I would like to try hydroponics at some point as well. My dream to own a warm in winter and cool in summer cottage with a small farm where I can fish, do light hunting for quail and pheasant and rabbits, and have my own vegetable garden and fruit orchards. Would like to have goats and sheep and chickens and ducks and turkeys.
 
Gary O' said:
Whatever you feel like telling
Positive stuff is good
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well I am tired now. Have to get up early in morning. Night all! Nice to verbalize with You all! Will check again when I get back home after work on Thursdays I have to get my weekly running done like pharmacy , getting my mail, etc. So will check when I get back in after work and doing my running tomorrow night. Hope everyone has a Terrific Thursday!
 
welcome-London-Big-ben.webp
Sounds like you're in dire need of some friends, so this is the place to make them...
 
You have listed many positive things in your life that you enjoy....wonderful!
Welcome to the forum, we have several music and movie forums going....enjoy.
 
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