This is kind of silly now that I am an oldman, but when I was in seventh grade, I received a note from a girl telling me that she liked me and had a crush on me. Well, I kind of dismissed it and didn't give it much thought. Seventh grade went by, eighth grade came and went, but then in ninth grade, I took notice to her and thought she was the most beautiful girl in the school and wondered to myself just what I had been thinking the past two years.
Late in tenth grade, I got my driver's license and a few weeks later asked her out for a date, but she seemed kind of disinterested and said that she had to ask her parents. The next day she agreed to the date. That night was the first time in my life that I fell in love. I couldn't stop thinking about her. My dad, of course, said it was puppy love.
After a few more dates, we were "going steady." Her parents never approved of me because I was considered a "bad boy" at that time. I actually ended up being sent to military school by my dad, who was an Army First Sgt. When I came home for my senior year, she had another boyfriend, but we would sneak out and be together without telling anyone. After high school, I enlisted in the Marines and went to Vietnam, then came home and went to college. We had lost track of one another.
But, even today, almost sixty years later, I can still envision her, smell her and think about all the teased hair she wore. I feel guilty sometimes thinking about her and that we should have been together, but then I also think, this is why we have memories, good memories.