I have always been adverse to cruelty, terror, hatred, injustice, and traumatic events - but I wanted to know, in hopes of changing the world. Naïve. The older I get (although I still care deeply), the less I am inclined to expose myself to all the negativity. My time on earth is running out. I can only hope to change things for a small circle of family, animals, and friends. And, I need to take care of my own mental health if I am to die happy.