I agree with this. There is something I want to do but I won't
because the person I want to speak with openly, honestly from love in my
heart is wrapped up in lies she has to protect and can't be honest in fear
of emotional feelings stumble over the lie.
I did take her "being done with me" personally and then I dropped
MY emotions and just thought over what I know about her (over 32 years worth)
She is protecting herself, her lies and her faked love.
She can not make me hate her. I refuse to allow people to manipulate me and
what I stand for to ease their burdens.
If one day she comes to me and wants to
talk, my heart will be open and I will hear her words. In her time, not mine.
