I just heard a short time ago that another one of my guys is gone, domino affect, I guess. As well, two more have goe out for some fast food, these are the men who brought me the latest news. I can feel them teetering, they expect me to watch their six. I would give my life for any of my vets without question, they are family. I am less certain of my ability to convince them not to follow their brothers. This is only my second time in this particular situation, and the first did not end well. Long night in the pit coming up. I feel so inadequate, I do not have any answers, only love, and time. At this point it seems arrogant yo believe that could be enough, but I have to try. I am grateful to this forum for the opportunity to verbalize this. I am very afraid, but must persevere regardless. If guardian angels exist, I would like to borrow one please.